hiiii its cassie.
about a week ago, gina made a hinge profile for us, and i genuinely am unsure how i feel about it like at all. im like happy that she's putting herself out there finally, cause i know she's been looking to be in a relationship with someone for a really long time, but i guess im just kinda weary about using dating apps. like there's nothing wrong with it, we have lots of friends that are on dating apps right now, but i think just seeing ourselves and like realizing that people can actually perceive us on hinge is just weird to me.
i think something that definitely is feeding my light discomfort is the fact that im still sort of feeling a lot of feelings from my previous relationship. even though im ace and it was a QPR, it still feels different not having their presence in my life in the same way that they used to. bleh, whatever.
anyways, as mentioned on the title, dating is just weird in general when you're plural. it's a weird juggling of finding people open to non-monogamy because like... system... while also being like me, individually! cassie! i prefer a monogomous relationship!
(Honestly that isn't even the case im literally like poly-adjacent since im like mega aromantic).
whatever, at the end of the day we're still figuring it out, and that's fine! hopefully we figure something out soon, but until then, y'all are getting the updates on our love(***) life moving forwards lol.
with much love,
-cassie xoxo