TODAY I LEARNED THAT IM A LESBIAN????? LIKE NOT AROMANTIC??? OOPS I WAS WRONG SORRY ABOUT THAT CHAT

i was in therapy and i just brought up the fact that im feeling this like intense yearning to be obsessed with someone and he just told me "i think thats love" and my mouth went like :o

and then i was like ohhh, wait... im a lesbian...

still ace though. i love women but EWW SEX!!! SEX IS GROSS!!!

thats my update have a good day chat.

i really need to delete hinge i can feel the brain worms starting to form. i had a convo with someone i matched with that really opened my eyes to the fact that like im looking to feel like excited about someone, you know? i want to yearn.

its so weird cause i still like fully consider myself aromantic but for some reason i cant get rid of this feeling of "i want to be someone's person."

idk, we're doing our best out here i suppose. i'll update y'all on what happens or what i do or whatever.

im 80% personality and 20% yap

kinda crashed out this weekend but today was better!!! went to wawa with my friend and i like already felt better IMMEDIATELY i was like oh yeah its okay everything's fine (it's not but it felt like it at the time because I LVOE WAWA!!!!)

otherwise yeah i ran some errands and whatnot and now im hanging out at my friends apartment and i love it here. i just love like every second i spend away from home actually LOL. anyways have a good day :)

LOOK AT THE COPPER GOLEM MY SWEET PRECIOUS LITTLE BOY!!!! i am deeply obsessed with him in case u were wondering, always have been.

anywaysss this is kinda a test to see if my diary posting web UI is actually working and so far it looks good!!! im just figuring out a few more things that are kinda messing with my headdd but its okayy we're doing it.

hope u have a good day and stuff :)

june christy has such a deeply beautiful voice it makes me wanna cry. i just listened to Ballads for Night People and like oh my goodness her voice is so deep but so GORGEOUS!!!

like imagine being a woman and having a voice like that. she's my hayley williams. -jenny

i made a web UI to write to my diary way easier because i was just bored and wanted to do something fun with my website!!! it's literally ONLY for me lmao, but im still super happy with it!!! learning express was a NIGHTMARE but i love all the silly little features i got to add to it like

this!!! (i made it so if you add a line break, it automatically creates a new paragraph tag. simple but silly :3)

i also made it live update to show a preview of what it'll look like on the page. im just like AAAAA im so happy with myself and im literally so blown away that i actually got it to work.

expect more diary entries and potentially more :3

GUYS!!!! HUGE NEWS!!! ONE OF MY FRIENDS THAT WAS LITERALLY THE BIGGEST INSPIRATION FOR ME WANTING TO MAKE MUSIC IS RELEASING A MUSIC VIDEO OF THE SONG THAT INSPIRED ME TO MAKE MUSIC TOMORROW!!!

there's so much lore with me and this person but please check them out here and then i'll come back and put their new music video FRONT AND CENTER on my site just cause i literally like owe so much to them.

keep being awesome deut (as always!), cannot WAIT for the music video!!!

heyo! sorry for no date update, i was waiting to see how i felt about it afterwards (still dont know aaaaa)

spent the past few days figuring out what i want my art page to look like and i feel like after A LOT of headache and searching mozilla web docs, the art page is FINALLY UP!!! go check it out!!!

date fit!!! wish me luck, im going into NYC for something other than work for the first time akajdkhfakjh update y'all on how it goes tmrw <33

GUYS i just dyed my hair dark blue and lowkey i kinda cooked with this one asdjfhagsdfj it looks so good!!! :DD

weird update but check out my not found page im just really proud of how it looks :3

went to the mall and accidentally took the wrong exit and ended up in manhattan jdkfhskdfhj

anyways i took a few silly pictures while i was there cause why not lol. i love my digicam :>

spent most of the past few days trying to optimize my website as best as i can! spent lots of time updating my naming schemes and css so if anythings broken thata's why. please lmk if u can thanks :3

in other news, check out our music videos tab!!! i plan on updating it a lot more moving forwards just cause its such a fun little spot for us to vibe and chill and stuff!! :D

I HATE BACKEND WEB DEVELOPMENT!! IT IS BORING!!!

thank you have a nice day. love you neocities <3

spend basically all day working on my new music page!!!

i want every corner of this website to all have intensely different vibes from each other and i feel really happy with everything so far.

anyways, check out the music tab!!! it's built to just sit there and listen :3

A WISDOM TOOTH IS GROWING IN I CAN FEEL IT D:

genuinely this has been a fear of mine for like so long i cant do this i dont have the energy to get them taken out aasdfjhsakjhajdsgfkj

anyways new blog page or whatever. CAR BATTERY!

lazy day after a long night of dino nuggets and just vibing lol. cleaned my bathroom and did my laundry finally which was nice! otherwise, no major updates. just felt like adding to the diary cause why not. I wanna get used to just updating this without needing to do some major website update or whatever.

NEW SONG JUST RELEASED YESTERDAY!!! (***actually now 2 days ago but shhh im late)

check out my DINO NUGGETS MUSIC VIDEO if u want to :3

you would not BELIEVE how much i had to go through in order to get the new Discography page open. im in javascript and css hell akjdsafsdhf.

anyways, listen to our music and stuff. new release on May 18th so save thedate :)

just finished doing a ton of work on my new mySYS webpage!!! check out a ton more of our alters :3

learning html css and js has genuinely been so much fun, ive been doing a ton of optimizations and stuff and genuinely i cannot believe how much im enjoying lerning how to code!!!

stay tuned!!! more updates are totally inbound <3

soft open for my new page mySystem! a personal social network we made to keep track of our count! genuinely im obsessed with web development rahhh!!

otherwise, just typical daisybells stuff happened today lol. stick around for more updates as they come :)

new page just opened!!! go check out the BEHIND THE SCENES PAGE!!!

i literally spent all night putting it together but it was SO WORTH IT!!! seeing all of the films i've worked on together in one place is so satisfying.

THAT'S A WRAP!!! it still hasnt quite hit me that i graduated yet but i will simply continue working on my website like nothing happened hahahahaha
(you would not believe the headache i went through to get that peace sign in there)

anywaysss check out my graduation video i promise its worth it :P

spent like all morning optimizing the code for my website. it took SO LONGGGGG but i did it and i feel like it'll be worth it in the long run. im super early on in my web dev so hopefully doing it all now is gonna pay off once i have more pages done.

day 7 of not doing my finals even though grades are due tomorrow! woohoo! (im dying asdfhkasdhjfl)

film set success!!! it was a pretty hard couple of days, but i managed to survive and actually take care of myself for the first time like EVER so that's a massive win!!! :D

anyways check out the film page!!! im still working on getting everything situated there but im making my own lil youtube homepage without the reccomendations and distractions and stuff :)

AAAAAA im gonna graduate literally in a week and im freaking outtt!!! i literally cant believe it. today was literally my last day on campus and now idk what to do with myself D:

i also have a film set tomorrow that im working on which im lowkey not excited for. its an overnight set, 6pm to 6am. holy moly wish me luck! <3

saw this cool worm dude on my windshield. I love worms. anyways i still havent done any of the papers and stuff i have due for one of my classes but i'll figure it out. thinking about emailing my professor and just asking if i can take a B and leave it at that. we'll see what happens! :P

hello world! This is my first diary entry!!! :D
today i worked on my website (this website!) and that's pretty much it. I should probably be doing homework right now, but it's too late for that lol. Talk to you on my next update!