TODAY I LEARNED THAT IM A LESBIAN????? LIKE NOT AROMANTIC??? OOPS I WAS WRONG SORRY ABOUT THAT CHAT

i was in therapy and i just brought up the fact that im feeling this like intense yearning to be obsessed with someone and he just told me "i think thats love" and my mouth went like :o

and then i was like ohhh, wait... im a lesbian...

still ace though. i love women but EWW SEX!!! SEX IS GROSS!!!

thats my update have a good day chat.

i really need to delete hinge i can feel the brain worms starting to form. i had a convo with someone i matched with that really opened my eyes to the fact that like im looking to feel like excited about someone, you know? i want to yearn.

its so weird cause i still like fully consider myself aromantic but for some reason i cant get rid of this feeling of "i want to be someone's person."

idk, we're doing our best out here i suppose. i'll update y'all on what happens or what i do or whatever.

im 80% personality and 20% yap

kinda crashed out this weekend but today was better!!! went to wawa with my friend and i like already felt better IMMEDIATELY i was like oh yeah its okay everything's fine (it's not but it felt like it at the time because I LVOE WAWA!!!!)

otherwise yeah i ran some errands and whatnot and now im hanging out at my friends apartment and i love it here. i just love like every second i spend away from home actually LOL. anyways have a good day :)

LOOK AT THE COPPER GOLEM MY SWEET PRECIOUS LITTLE BOY!!!! i am deeply obsessed with him in case u were wondering, always have been.

anywaysss this is kinda a test to see if my diary posting web UI is actually working and so far it looks good!!! im just figuring out a few more things that are kinda messing with my headdd but its okayy we're doing it.

hope u have a good day and stuff :)